emo

emo again....
why alwes like tat ?
why it cant be me ?

i keep on repeating it .....
it juz haunted me since tat day .....

i feel very sad and disappointed for being a person like me .....
actually.....
all tis years i jus hide everything ....
even things / posts i extremely wanted ....

i need attention and to be look up by others....
i want to be recognised ....
i don wan to be under u guys anymore like a follower ....
sometime juz follow blindly .....
even don dare to speak up my opinion or decision .....

truely i rather be alone now .....
leaving all those stupid stuff ....

wish to start all over a brand new life ....
go to a place tat nobody noe me ....
restart a new life tat i can redo everything .....

really don like da feeling of being abondoned .....
eventhough it is a small and tiny action .....
but it really hurt .....

what can i do now ?
emo again .....
shit ....